While on Graveyard

I have been slided back into Graveyard shift but I ain't complaining. I
dunno. I dunno...I'm such a confusing person! Urgh!

Regarding my dreams of being an FA...sometimes I feel all confident but then
sometimes my confidence just zeroes out. That's why I've been addicted to reading
fellow FA aspirants blogs especially those success stories...they just boost up
my spirits! Thank you! Thank you!

I want to speed things up and prep myself for another looooong run of
application process. Start by fixing myself. First time I went to IPAMs, the guy
told me I need to gain a little more weight. hahaha. I have a hard time doing
that...I'm sort of picky in terms of food. haha. I need to fix my teeth, used to have a good teeth but smoking's effects came sooner than I expected. My face, Oh My Gawd! Blemishes are nightmare! and finally, gotta do something about the scratches my legs earned during my Puerto Galera trip. FUDGE!!!!!

Second thing, prep my brain. haha. Working in a call centre literally
drains you, the same damn process over and over. Whats worse, my English has
gone bad...haha...imagine talking to Malaysians, Singaporeans and Indonesians
for 10 months! I cannot speak English so fluently since they would not
understand! I swear..haha. With them everything ends with "La" [ex: I want to
book cabin la. Rooms still available la?] Sorta picked up some of their English
blunders.

Third thing, ask help from the big guy above. Anything is possible with
Him. I just need to exert much much much effort and I know He will not let me
down. God help me please.
Keep the blogs coming guys...Keep me strong...All the luck to my fellow FA aspirants...We will fly very soon and kissing the sky is not an impossible feat anymore. Love you all...xoxo