sigh

I got rejected again. Sigh. My rejection score board: 2=Cebu Pacific 1=Philippine Airlines 1= ZestAir 1=Etihad (Online application). 

Perhaps I'm too much in a hurry to be a flight attendant that I haven't checked on myself. Cebu pacific rejected me for the initial physical assessment. I refuse to quit. I won't. These rejections only improves me as a person. I will need to undergo the infamous "beautification process" if i want to reach this dream. Unlike most girls, I am not so into the kikay stuff and those who take really good care of them self. I'm sort of boyish and I somehow have let myself go. Sigh. 

I am 5 feet 4 inches tall. Small heart-shaped face. Not mestiza! Sorry! I am tan actually. All-over. I love going to the beach and tanning is one of my favorite things to do. Though I have a great tan color as most people say, I do have imperfections. My legs are not oh so smooth like others. I need to do something about this. So I am preparing myself and my wallet for a visit at Lets face it by next month. Though I don't have pimples my face ain't that smooth as well, I never believed in facials. Well, this one I dunno...facials are really not my thing. I think I just have to re-check my products on hand. Bodyshop I need you! 

These are just some of the things I plan to go through before I go through the pains & heartaches of getting my wings. Help me Lord. 

All the FA wannabe's out there. Don't give up ladies. 

xoxo